got a testimony to share.. two days ago i got this blood sample from the clinic.. need to extract the dna from the blood... the extraction takes 2 days... first day was fine i did all the steps.. then i continued the extraction the 2nd day (which is yesterday).. i was real absent-minded that day.. i centrifuge the tube after adding nacl.. it took 30mins to centrifuge btw.. after 30 mins went back and took the tube (without realising that i took the wrong tube). i thought there was sth wrong because the solution was very clear and there was no dna pellet.. i became panic of course.. i thought i spoilt the blood sample.. its kind of serious because the patient can actually sue us and i didnt know how to tell my supervisor.. i just went home that day with really bad mood and spirit. one of my church bro asked me out for movie that day but didnt go coz of that incident.. so yesterday nite i just prayed to God asking Him for courage so that i can admit my mistakes to my supervisor today... then this morning when i was bathing preparing to work.. suddenly i realised that i could have taken the wrong tube that day so i couldnt extract any dna... this came across my mind and caught my attention.. i think God really answer my prayer when i'm least expected and unprepared... haha.. so i hanged on to this only hope and rushed out of my house.. throughout the journey to the lab i prayed to God again in my heart that i could find the lost tube and that the dna wont be spoilt overnight... and yay i found the tube.. haha.. so i cont with the steps and got a very thin thread of dna.. thank God man.. now i'm safe..haha.. i didnt know i was so careless.. never thought this would happen to me.. sigh... must change to be more alert next time.. haha.. thank God once again for answering my prayer!!
thanx cyvia and jon for treating me the dinner just now at kfc.. =)
have a great time at donnie's hse just now.. feel so refreshed after the fellowship.. he's really a great man of God.. blessed by his cooking too... haha.. cont to impact and protect your sheeps! take care of ya health too! ya can do it!
yea managed to sneak in the saturday service during worship. a new refreshed feeling during the worship. i can relate to God's love intimately as i sang the song.. and i feel so loved by Him that i wanted to give Him my most worthy and high praises and worship. i find this sentence so real 'a backslider is one who loves God less today than yesterday'.. i came upon this sentence once again today in a book i glimpse through at donnie's hse... it seems like God is prompting me a message in this statement. yes the truth abt me is that all along i have be wondering around like a lost soul.. a lukewarm christian who is neither hot nor cold. but right now i have decided to walk along God's plan, His purpose for me long before i came into this world.. nothing beats this Truth.. God is our Creator.. our body can be an excellent evidence for this case of a Creator.. do u think we could evolve from an ape to a complex human body with thinking and conscience? art of seeing... even Charles Darwin once stated that the thought of the eye, and how it could possibly be produced by natural selection, made him ill. thus there is no other option. God is indeed our Creator. He created us because He first loves us. and in order to know our purpose here in this earth we need to seek and ask our Creator. if we dont believe and acknowledge this Creator (God), life would make no sense. just like the purpose of an invention is determined by its inventor..
only two things that will last for eternity. one is God's Words and the other is souls.. yes... souls of the people ard us.. its time to realise that what we are doing now is just a preparation for our eternity... why are we spreading the gospel? because we love the ppl ard us; our family, our friends, our neighbours... we yearn to see their souls being saved just like ourselves.... its all because of this simple gesture of love. nothing complicated here... just spreading God's love.... so that ppl who believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. evangelism is just one of the five purposes He has for us in this temporary life... the other four purposes we need to accomplish are to worship Him, fellowshipping with God's family, discipleship (becoming more Christ-like) and ministry (shaped for serving God). a potion of the text here is inspired by the purpose-driven life book coz i just started reading this book not long ago.. =b yessh God i really want to fulfil all these purposes You have for me in my christian walk with Ya!
celebrated chee how's bday today.. haha althought abit late but its really a rare oppunities to gather... had dinner at pastamania then watched a movie titled a moment to remember.. quite a touching movie... hmm now is stressful period. my first presentation will be around 18 march exactly one month from now! plan in my mind alreadly... next wk gather all the resources, then wk 2 and 3 prepare slide and sort out the preliminary results to put in the slide, last wk rehearse! 2nd final presentation will be in middle april.. sigh... alot of paper work to do.. havent read finish all the literature articles... but today we confronted Dr Moe abt the personal issues we have in the lab with one of our ermmm colleague (who always scolded us for nthing or minor stuff)? finally we are over man.. not going to be under her supervision from next wk onwards.. yay... all thanx to her man, if she didnt complain to Dr Moe first we wont have this chance to bring out the matter to him... jackie had alreadly apologised to her yet she still scolded him and even say something nasty... plus throwing the centrifuge tubes (with our precious patients' DNA) on us.. Dr Moe agreed that the stuff she did on us is too overboard.. haiz... there's lots of ridiculous stuff she did but haha not nice to write here... okie need to search some stuffs for our project.. thanx God that He gives me the wisdom for my project.. my project is progessing slowly but steadily... i believe more is still to come.. coz He will bless those who seek Him ernestly in humility... His blessings are like overflowing water from a small tiny bottle.. it never end... Thank God.. next wk gonna start my intron 4 analysis.. pray that everything runs smoothly...
miss your smile.. take care.. God loves ya
tired now but totally refreshed by Him from the inside... wow today service as usual exciting and inspiring.... couldnt catch my breath coz today need to do alot of stuffs... making my headaches worse... sigh... and one funny thing.. halfway thru the usher duties my jean button ermm came loss.. than God the other one is still tight.. but i still have to be careful coz i'm skinny in the first place..haha so i put one of hand in my pocket to try to ermm support it.. haha.. so embarrassing... urgh.. throughout the service i'm considering abt the church camp.. coz i still not sure of my enlistment date so i dont know whether i should register.. somemore its a hugh amt ya see.. but i decided to put all my faith in Him and trust that He will make my path straight.. yea i decide to reg first.. need to pray real desperate for this.. haha coz i dont want to miss this camp! it's going to be fun fellowshipping and learning His words together as a big family!! yay.. haha couldnt contain my excitement now.. yup.. paiseh again to donnie.. just now i was thinking abt some stuff and ya came and greet me.. wasnt quite friendly to ya coz i'm still in a daze... paiseh again... watched free movie after service... haha the perfect 10 valentime day promotion.. a funny show.. haha..cya guys!!!!!
read through the resource operating manual once more... last sat forgotten the shortcut keys during duty... missed the celebration last evening at coilin's hse.... got a runny nose... today abit better.. sigh.. tml they're watching midnight show constantine... but i guess i stay home and accompany my family.. it's a rare chance to spend time with my mom.. all my relatives in malaysia.. another boring CNY for me.. haha...
haha i have holiday till next mon! take leave on fri.. =b... at last can take a break from that 'horror' place.. keke.. not that exaggerating but that place really gives me lots of negative feelings.. every morning i have to drag myself to work.. i can foretell tml morning gonna hear another scolding again.. be it jackie or me.. it's the same.. can you imagine that kind of working environment.. even if you are angry for wadever reason, you cant anyhow throw things at ppl... it so ridiculous but she did it (when our supervisor is not around of course)... then today jackie got a scolding.. she just kicked the chair deliberately towards him.. and use her leg to kick open the cabinet...our supervisor just ignore those commotion and let her vent her anger on jackie.. i mean come on.. from the start you alr give us bad morale to work.. ya expect wad from us? blame us for our bad working attitude? why not reflect on yourself..
yea.. after tml morning.. break all the way till monday! then tahan for another 11 wks. .then byeeeeee to that place forever..
watch fighter in the wind last night.. average show... at last i could relax and catch my breath while walking home yesterday night... the chilling wind... the lonely street with nobody.. reached home took a bath.. read through Hope seminary booklet... chatted with a friend in msn whom i havent seen for mths... through the conversation, i got my heart refocused. hmmm which word can describe my feeling now?? numbed? is my heart getting more and more hardened???????? as i'm writing these my heart is in a state of confusiuon.... God.... help me... i want to communicate with You like i never did before...
did my QT ard 2am... but my vision became blurrer and blurrer as i read the verses.... i couldnt see the words..... how come???????? satan is indeed working 24hrs a day.... thank God my Holy Spirit alerted me and revives me from my tireness
cant wait for 18 Feb....
my friends if ya reading this.. i really dont know wad happen... and mayb ya have ya reasons for not telling me.. but dont worry. everything will turns out right and ok... i'll keep ya in prayer... even though we seldom meet or talk but i really love ya guys alot... wadever problems you guys might facing now will soon be over.... :)
and to my wushu frens... ya guys training for inter-sch competition now... i really want to join.. to be frank i really miss wushu. .althought my lips had been complaining abt the exhausting training and fears etc... but i know ya guys can make it through! do proud for nyp!!
heyo donnie.. didnt expect ya to talk to me yesterday...i could see ya smiling now... con't to stay vibrant for God! =)
2 Tim 3:16-17
All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.
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