God i could never outrun Your Love. even if i were to escape to the far ends of the earth. i will find You there waiting for me. because You have always been running side by side with me. only You can touch my heart like no one else. Your love and power of Your word extends to my darkest secrets and deepest needs. and so here i am Lord, willinginly giving to You my praise and honor.Where can I go from Your Spirit?Where can I flee from Your presence?If I go up to the heavens, You are there;if I make my bed in the depths, You are there.If i rise on the wings of the dawn,if i settle on the far side of the sea,even there Your hand will guide me,and Your right hand shall hold me fast.(Ps. 139:7-10 NIV)
yea it's sat again.. today is ESS.. alot of visitors came.. i was doing my usher duties as usual.. stood outside the lift all alone and welcoming the visitors.. then got one very funny and weird incident.. shall not elaborate here.. opening of the service was very loud.. esp the drums and percussion performance... this wk service unlike last wk emphasize much on playing instruments... cedric shared his testimony on stage.. jiayou bro! ya did a great job! after service had dinner with the bros.. i was sitting with ken, kar shun and leslie.. haha.. they are all jay fanatics... throughout the dinner they were singing jay's songs and rapping non-stop.. recording their singing down.. even the grace became a rap in the end.. funny sia.. really enjoyed the dinner with them! after that went to PS with some DI bros.. then we also met alot of other hope units ppl here too... haha.. slacked there till 10pm.. then went back to the meridian hotel bus stop to meet the tp bros, ritchie, cecil, zheng min and abel.. went home together.. surprised to see joe (the ushering head) at the tampines interchange.. somemore we took the same bus home.. haha.. didnt know that he stay near my house until today.... chatted with him during the bus journey.. haha.. i always thought he's a quiet guy like me.. oh yup.. weibin's birthday today!! just sent him a msg.. bro just to let ya knoe i'll always be there supporting ya... sometimes i dont really knoe how to relate to ya.. in the past i always kept quiet and stuff like that.. that's because i wasnt confident of myself.. but anyway really pray hard that you'll do well in your O's.. and set a goal for yaself.. dont be aimless like a difting boat in the sea.. jiayou!
Only God can move mountains, but faith and prayer move God. - E. M. Bounds
updates... yea... feel so refresh now.. just read one chapter of a book I bought this afternoon.. hee.. its like an intercessory prayer handbook. and a new layout.. haha.. hope ya guys enjoy it.. yea..
wow.. so tired man... yesterday (fri) went to celebrate edmund's bday at PS cafe cartel.. ate till so full... grilled chicken, bday cakes, ice creams and lots of sweets. haha.. then we decide to bowl at cineleisure but was too late.. the bowling center closed.. so we went to east coast park there to play... then we chatted at macafe and stayed overnite there..we chatted abt everything under the sun.. from christianity to christina's dog.. haha.. i was too tired and dozed off for a few mins several times..yesterday conversation triggered me to think lots of stuff.. like chinese medium and demon-prossessed..how Bible really comes about.. credibility of the Bible.. and evolution vs genesis etc etc etc... they really poured out their doubts and thoughts.. i realised i need to read more abts these stuffs too.. coz i wasnt too ready to answer them.. haha.. we ate the mac breakfast.. the breakfast there comes out as early as 545am.. planned to catch sunrise but didnt manage to see it.. took a cab home and slp =p.. really broke now.. haha.. after all those spending.. today (sat) didnt manage to wake up before 2pm.. absent for usher briefing.. sorry.. but lucky manage to reach nexus at 430pm and do my ushering... after service took bus 65 with jeremy and weijie... and weijie and me decided to walk to my house (he went to meet his friend) from tamp interchange. haha.. we shared many things during the long journey..the most amazing thing is that we chatted till 1230am at my blk corridor till his friend come.. haha.. it's been two mths since we really sit down and shared our life exp.. throughout the conversation with him, i got refreshed myself.. thanx for ya accompany btw bro.. i'm not so stressed rite now.. haha.. i recalled back my life in the past.. before and after i know Christ... went through lots of trials... but i'm still standing firm.
yoz.. updates for this wk.. yay... i cut my hair again.. haha.. ya.. now even shorter.. haha.. yup and xing xing came for our cg last wk... had fun fellowshipping with the brothers and learning together.. happy for xing xing man.. he had been asking me whether there's any activities on thu, fri or sat.. haha he even asked whether there will be cg again next wed.. wow.. he's looking forward to our cg! after cg, i saw zhiwei! haha... he just finished his wushu training.. he's still as humorous as usual... he said cant recognize me coz of my new hairstyle.. haha.. we chatted abit abt wushu and some personal stuff.. haha.. too bad my bus came shortly after that.. at that time i didnt really feel like boarding the bus lor... coz i had so much to tell him... sigh.. i wonder we'll be able to see each other soon.. and all my wushu frens.. i miss school.. i got my final NS checkup on wed too.. i got a Pes B...
sat was fun... resource gathering in the morning.. had lunch with some resource bros and sis... hanging ard PS in the afternoon with karshun and eilton... and finally.. there's a solution for my two ministries clashing schedule! feel so relieved after hearing that man! now i can concentrate on each ministry and do my best... after service, had dinner at S11.. then stayed there till 10pm acc yiquan, ken and eilton... yiquan was studying for his test on mon.. all for the best to him.. will pray for him too... and ken was reading his bible.. yea... jiayou bro (ken), hope ya relationship with God grows more and more each day! yup and karshun.. if ya reading this.. take care for ya health man.. rest more and drink more water.. ya looked so tired yesterday... there's a birthday celebration for one of my pri sch fren next fri.. hmm..yea more chances for me to sow on them... i need new contact pool.. Lord..
In order to arrive at what you are notYou must go through the way in which you are not.
T.S. Eliot
new yr celebration for Poly/DI happened yesterday @ downtown east... through the event, the brotherhood between xing xing, ken, kiat boon and me become closer.. really excited for them.. hee.. oops forget to give kiat boon the encouragement card again.. but i can see they enjoyed the water bomb game.. haha.. i didnt join coz i dont want to get wet.. haha.. yup... yesterday was a busy day for me.. sigh.. ministry duties clashed again.. sigh.. the collection of celebration money was quite last minute also.. haiz.. run here run there.. tired me out..
anyway now i'm supposed to be at PS watching Kung Fu Hustle with my friends.. but i cant coz i have to stay at home to wait for the leaders to send me the latest cg database... havent been hanging out with them ever since our attachment started.. i feel that the distance between the four of us becomes further and further from the time i came to know God.. wad really happened? i dont know.. my wushu frens too.. i quitted a mth ago.. the time we spent together now is like 0..
i have blessings to share today!! hee.. yup abt my attachment again.. finally after trying out the new dna extraction protocol for a few times, we got a clean dna sample (after some optimization of the steps) today.. haha.. praise God... after much failures and changes in the past, i finally feels that i can do ALL things thru Him now... yup.. alot of things happened today. went to work in the morning and then rush hme to have lunch. after lunch, i was heading towards orchard to meet the nyp bros for a kbox session.. but eilton called and said it was cancelled.. then i thought since weibin was also meeting his friends in orchard ard the same time, i decided to look for him.. but then shortly after eilton's call, weibin msged me that his not meeting his friends.. sigh.. so i alighted the train and took a bus home.. during the bus journey, i was thinking how God has blessed me ever since i know Him.. and suddenly the old grandma that donnie wrote in his blog flashes thru my mind.. i felt really terrible after reading the incident.. i also dont know why i just msged donnie how's the grandma doing.. he replied me and asked me whether i want to visit her today.. so i thought since i got nthing to do, why not..? i realli want to share this bro's burden and also help the grandma.. so i u-turned back again to tampines interchange and took a bus to amk.. haha.. i was like travelling ard s'pore the whole day... i decided to ask weibin along since he lives at amk.. yup... i havent seen him for more than a wk le.. realli want to follow-up on him... yup i guess i was too tired, i slept on the bus.. when i woke up i was quite drowsy and blur.. yup donnie made some bread for her while weibin and i bought some milo for the old lady.. we went to her hse and waited for some time but nobody answered.. so we left our stuff outside her door and leave.. donnie had to rush for a soccer game with his frens while weibin and i decided to play pool at central.. haha.. it has been some times since we went out and play together le.. okie... that's all for today.. i thought for some time alr, i decide to take the old lady's add from donnie tml.. i've decided to deliver some daily necessities for her every wk.. i want to give sacrificially.. althought i might not have much to give but i will try my best to set aside some savings to bless the ppl in need..
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